Finally

I feel so much better now about my classes and education/future.... 

I went to see my adviser about my classes and see what I can do and I was open and honest about what i wanted to do and that was the best thing I could have ever done.

Basically I told her that I realized that the major I was working towards wasn't what I wanted to do anymore and shes going to help my change my major to general studies caz I told her that I wanted to finish my AA before i moved on to what I actually wanted to do. And I have an appointment in about 2 weeks to go back and discuss my classes for next semester.

Im so happy that this is finally off my chest and Im less stressed about it. Feels so good to have someone helping me on my journey! <3

Something I need to get off my chest!

Catching up on YouTube videos today because I’ve been so busy/tired/doing other things that i haven’t been able to keep up... And saw a video talking about How to Become a Graphic Designer, btw this has nothing to do with what I want to do in my future but one of my fav you tubers made it so I gave it a chance.

And it just got me thinking about what I’m doing right now and asking myself if this is what I want to be doing? Is this making me happy?

BTW if your answer is NO then don’t do that anymore.

Do what makes you happy!

So just a little back story, I’ve always known I wanted to become a teacher, in high school I was in the education program and everything on my path to becoming one. After high school I got interested in the beauty and makeup world hints “YOUTUBE”. And now 2 years into a community college with a major of early childhood education and planning to finish then go to beauty school I’m unhappy with what I’m doing right now. It’s really a struggle to get myself to do my work for classes I’m not interested in anymore and I have a dilemma!

Is it ok for me to stop working towards my AA in early childhood and move on to beauty school?

I know this might not be a big deal to some people but I think I’m putting more pressure on myself than anyone else is and I know that but….idk or should I suck it up and finish?

(PS I don’t really expect anyone to answer me(but would be nice) I just like to have a place to rant....I like to take time to right things down to have a better prospective and to get them off the top of my noggin it helps clear my air)

Try it sometime it helps

PSS: take time to figure out what makes u happy and do it! J